Mama's Starting Over

I started working out again.  I had to do something to get out of the house.  I signed up at The Dailey Method and I am LOVING IT!!!!  I have lost 7 lbs and my body has already changed a lot in 2 weeks.  Some may wonder if I really had the money to do it?  Not really but I made it work because sometimes you have to do something for yourself.  I am working my ass off to get my moneys worth because after this first month if I don't have a job I am going to be stuck.  Truth be told I can work some hours at the gym to get free classes but if I have a job that isn't going to work.  I will worry about that then. It has been amazing for me.  The beginning of the week was really rough and I was really starting to think that I was a horrible person.  I did some deep thinking and I am done with the verbal abuse.  The old saying "Sticks and stones with break my bones but words will never hurt me?"  BUNCH OF BULLSHIT!!!!!  Words h...

Yesterday was Easter and while it is great to be searching for eggs and eating tons of chocolate, that isn't really what Easter is about.  The day is really about Jesus rising from the dead.  I am not going to go getting all "Jesus freak" on you, don't worry! I have gone back to church and I am enjoying it.  I will never be a "bible thumper" nor do I think you are any less of a person if you don't go to church or believe or whatever.  For now, church leaves me with a good feeling.  Ashley loves it and I enjoy meeting some new people while hearing a positive message.  You can really translate any of the messages to your life which is sort of what I need right now. As I sat in my apartment last night recapping my day, I decided that I was going to see Easter as my starting over point. It seems as if my husband and I will be moving forward with divorce.  Do I know that it is the right choice?  No.  What I do know is that some days I am ver...