It Isn't That Different, But Then Again It Is
This being alone thing is weird. In some ways, I don't feel different than I did in my marriage. My husband traveled a lot and I was alone much of the time during the day. At least being married, I had someone to talk to in the evenings. We may have not said much but being able to just talk is one thing I miss. Yes, I can pick up the phone, but it is different. I think what is missing is family. I have TONS of friends. They talk when I need to talk, they let me cry when I need to (which is less frequent these days....WOOT!), they let me bitch, etc. I don't really turn into the red nose dripping, sobbing little girl that I need to be some days. I really need my mom or dad to just be here so I can curl up in their laps and sob. I need them to tell me that I am going to be ok and that while this is going to take some time in the end I will be a better woman. Of course, they do tell me that but I just wish they were HERE te...