Learning From My Mistakes
Wow, time flies right? It is really funny because for the past 4 years I have been playing out my life on my blog. I just needed a release and while I realize, now, that it might not have been the best place to do it, what's done is done. Blogging, for me, didn't start out like that. My original family blog started as a way to keep our long distance friends and family update with life. As I got more and more depressed it became a place to vent my feelings and tell my story. I slowly sank into myself while living my life out on my blog. How does this all play into my current situation? Well, through living my life on my blog and being so sunk into myself I have, apparently, come across as being self centered. In the past few years, I have lost some friends because I was simply not capable of being a good friend. I have really spent sometime looking at that lately. I think people don't really realize how depression effects people....